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i felt like blogging . so here i go . my moms back & idk i feel like it never ends . like chillll. but maybe im the one whos supposed to chill she came home & was asking me about EVERY LITTLE thing that was wrong . why does the carpet have stains why did the laundry detergent spill like idk !!!!!!! how the hell am i supposed to know about everything you were gone for a month !!! & i guess theyre leaving in december too & they want me to go with . but id rather see my own family . anyways . i finally got that bracelet i was waiting forever for . im taking care of it & in return i have to make cupcake brownies my specialty . im overdrawn like 300 dollars in my bank account . i got yelled for by that then i forgot to return the sex & the city dvds to blockbuster so theres another thing i have to take care of . with no money [: i need to get a job really really bad and i feel like i constantly say that and dont do anything about it . edzons graduating tomorrow at 1 and i think i have to go by myself & i really dont want to but everyone has stuff to do & i have my orientation tomorrow too so i have to leave early for that too . like who graduates at 1 pm ?! tonight is ambers aunt's bday dinner which is cool i suppose . i dont really have anything to do today except things i wanted to do but didnt . ha . thunders gone so that means i can replant things yay [: no more disaster dog !!! its funny how you want to grow up & everyones like oh im so mature & im grown up already but like wtf im a baby still ! like ya im 18 but i cant even take care of myself really . i want to be treated like an adult but i dont even act like one so im not sure how that really works i guess in time people grow up without even noticing right ? i hope that me being in college doesnt change anything with him . there really isnt anything different . when people think of college they think oooh college boys everyones different & mature . but high school is more like forced . i pay to go to school so like i have to go & i want to go to learn but high school is way different you see the same people everyday in class rooms & stuff . idk way confusing . live in the moment right . lets seee what else do i need to vent out . umm nothing really i guess dc needs to fix the internet on my laptop cuz i need it haha im the retard who unplugged it but anyways . i think im cool . i miss andy & like random people . im pretty much doing the whole reyna thing everyday which i love its just weird now that we dont see anybody and i feel like im always the one trying to make an effort to talk to people or to set things up so we can all be together & im done . idgafffffffff .