lime gatorade <3

isnt it weird that gatorade isnt gatoraid . haha why is it gator ? umm . lets see my updating is past due . i usually update my blogs based on my feelings or a song or something . but idk . haha umm LETS SEE . my moms coming back tomorrow . yay [: haha idk if its a NOT situation or YAY situation . who knew taking care of a house was so hard . or maybe i make it hard cuz im messy . but reguardless its not as easy as i thought it would be . my computer internet is working . but my laptop internet isnt working because im a dumbass and like to unplug things i shouldnt . this past week has been a rollercoaster of emotions i guess you can say . but everybody has their ups & downs you just have to ride it out . i start school exactly one week from today eeep ! im excited . im ready to do something new & exciting but at the same time im not sure if im ready to go . get me ? & my classes arent even on campus which is retarded ! oh & today is my half birthday yay haha and to celebrate im going on a DD . double date & dane dc & rain rain . fun . i really think that talking makes everything better . idk sometimes people act a certain way out of anger or an overflow of emotions . & when i do that i dont really get my point across or make sense . sometimes you just have to do things without knowing the outcome . just jump straight into it feet first and hope things go according to plan & turn out worth it . its good to take a risk . & i wonder if we would still do certian things if we knew the outcome before we jumped into them and they didnt go they way we wanted . in the end or in the middle of the process theres always a lesson to be learned and a chance to grow from anything . so thats what im doing now . riding it out & hoping for the best . enjoying every second & every moment . because nothings ever promised <3