Saturday, October 18, 2008

gahhhh !

whooo lets see . 
so ive been doing a lot of thinking lately 
and ive realized that ive spent most of my life waiting for something 
waiting on friends 
waiting on boys
waiting on love
waiting on my life to start
and im tiiired of waiting ! 
thats all i do is wait and wait
and im going to start doing and doing
you can expect so much out of a person but for what ?
youre supposed to be able to rely on those you love and care for 
but it always conveniently seems that im a convenience 
when you're in need of something im the first person there for you 
if it has to be listening to you cry on the phone
to taking you places that you cant take yourself to
to being there when nobody else is 
and its a weird time for most of us i guess
some people cant handle the pressures of life 
and seem to forget the people that were there from the start
or maybe its just me . 
maybe its both of us . 
maybe im the only one stuck in US
and what should happen or shouldnt happen
but its teaching me to move on quickly
ill always be here 
but people change 
and just like you . im going to have to as well . 
so heres to moving forward in life
with or without you . 

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