okay so this is me bitching out . dont read if you want to be bored to death.
but i feel much better now :D
so hereee we go . OKAY , SO LATELY
ive been quite an emotional WRECK. like shit oaweijfawefaowefb aowenfawefnoawiejfawoiejfawoejfawefawei <<< thats exactly how i feel. like you know when you want something to go exactly your way, like theres a perfect picture that you've painted, then bam it just doesnt work out that way. like i just want everything to be PERFECT, but instead im pushing and pushing & eventually you wont be there anymore. i feel it, because honestly i cant even stand myself. how can i ask you to put up with me ? sometimes i just need reassurance like yes im going to be here stop freaking out you're just pushing me away. okay ill stop freaking out im sorry . girls are so fucking emotional ya know. like SHIT can i like stop. like i cant get over how fucking annoying i am. im like so much how can anyone put up with me ?!!!!!!!! ugh that shit frustrates me . like i cant help it, i really want to help it but im so helpless and restless. i just want you to hang in there. theres a rough path just ride it out and try to be as understanding as possible. like seriously ?! IM the one who ruins everything, like everything i ruin. ruin i everything. haha but ya i dont know why, like i have some fucking possessed body inside of me who likes ruining things then when its out of me i feel sad for bitching or acting crazy BUT I CANT FUCKING HELP IT.
anyways blah shits gay. everyones in school & im not i just have this stupid online class that kills and its so annoying the teacher is all blah too BTW; blah= sucks, gay, fucking sucks, feeling sad/ gay lonely mad depressed.
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