uhhhhh . . . some catching up .

so i guess my last blog was last thursday right ?? well idk ya haha . anyways . these past couple of days have been a blurrrr a good blur i guess you can say . umm where do i start ? first of all i need to regain some stability in my life. the one thing i want to be stable isnt stable at all . well i atleast i want it to be. ive basically been watching sex & the city the whole weekend . last night me pedro & reyna watched sex & the city and then we made an amazing breakfast in the morning . we've been eating way too much . & the rest of my day didnt go as planned. i was supposed to go on a picnic today but apparently people dont know the whole "double standard" rule . well i dont want to get into that because its a whole different story . haha but ya . so now im blogging . in a way i love being alone & i like having me time . i get to really do things that i dont usually do . oh and i have an appointment in like 30 mintues to get a hair cut cuz i need one BAD . & priscilla, reyna, and i are going to watch sisterhood of the traveling pants tonight . which sounds fun cuz all 3 of us havent hung out in forever it seems like. umm whatelse so sunday me & reyna went on a double date . i guess you can say . or a date & a friend almost date thing haha . w/ dane & dc . the oc fair was suuuper fun & great cuz me & reyna love fairs & stuff. but ya those who know me know my "theory" and i tested it out and it worked . & im not really sure if its a good thing that the theory pulled through cuz now it makes things even better than i had expected ? does that make any sense , and in the long run something happens my theory would have totally not been true . haha sorry okay well anyways ya we went on the swings which was scary beause i dont really like things and we went to go to some bbq place & it made me throw up . thennnnn we went on the ferris wheel <3 dang it . i typed alot of of other stuff . but it erased cuz of that stupid heart !!! ughhh well anyways . then we raced on a slide then me & dc won a new daughter her name is lala . our first girl . haha but ya ummm now my bed is completely full w/ 3 kids but i enjoy the company . every day has been the same . hanging out w/ him & its nice . lolas missing . idk where she went . and thunder is getting on my nervesssss . i feel like i need security . like oh if i just have that little bit of security everything will just be fine & my life will be complete . but is anyone ever happy with what they have ? dont people usually keep wanting more and more and more . what if what i give isnt enough? ya sure at first everything was enough . but is enough ever enough ? when is the art of compromising compromisable ? who knows . okay time for a hair cut .